for a moment

...i could see the smile through the keyboard.
for a moment i forgot that i am nothing
i did not hold back
and just let them spill out like before

i don't understand it, y'know
why you bother to say hello
why you bother to remind me that we both like this and this and this
and we both think that and that and that

bleh.

intentos

a skinny woman asked me if she looked fat.
it was the silliest question, though i know why she asked it.
i answered the obvious answer: what?! NO



i don't know why they treat us this way.
they are wrong for that...it sucks...but that's how people are.
don't worry. you're cool and hopefully someday things will once again be cool.

you don't get it

all ride long it was something.
there's that one woman with her boobs hanging out that kept leaning forward.
yes, your boobs are nice. your smile is nicer.
but...you have no ears.

i don't feel like stomping down on what's left of my heart.
i want to just come to terms that i'm never right for anyone.
please leave me alone.

i pedal away from the crowd on my heavy ass bike.
my bike is not light, it just looks that way.

i plug in my tunes. the crowd starts to boogie.
everyone thinks i'm playing with my phone.
yeah...the tunes are coming from nowhere!

this woman with an ugly face starts rubbing up against me asking me to turn it up.
she explains about power plays and how she got me to do what she wanted...
actually, i just turned it up because it was too low.
leave me alone, please.