chatterbox

i sat in an oasis of darkness, staring out at the sea of lights. i stared at the sky, backpack as my pillow, wanting to feel drunk and having an unopened beer on hand to help do so. deep down i knew beer wouldn't help though. it was already 6 beers later...was a seventh really going to help?

all i wanted...
all i needed...
was a friendly ear. it was such a beautiful spot. i didn't feel like sharing it with a beer. couldn't there be a friend? one who stayed till the end? guy or girl, it doesn't matter...sometimes deep thought, sometimes chitter chatter.

i went home to sleep, only to be awakened early by this feeling of impending doom. somehow....somehow i just knew. somehow...with no phone or email notifications....somehow....i just knew. i look to my left and my right. there is noone in sight.