writer's block

sometimes i will look at a previous post and think...wow, have i really written nothing since then? if i don't hit publish or delete the draft it doesn't count, right? i don't think it is that i don't have time. it just feels like i come and try to start off typing like i used to...then i inevitably fall asleep and wake up with a gazillion k's or z's and nothing worthy before it. it's strange how it can come so easy if you're in the right mood, if you've got the right inspiration. i guess i have lost that...replaced instead with the idea that nothing good sticks around...so why bother? i dunno. i guess i need to pick another time to try and type besides 2:30 in the morning. i suppose it was a little progress to try without any beer or wine in the belly. in vino veritas...sure...but other side effects include:...right. g'nite.