i could not help it tonight. i sat there watching on autopilot, wondering what the fuck could have happened. i came upon one special time...one i clearly remember on my own. i know my memory is fucked, but some things...some things don't erase just like that.
i was only trying to be nice...in my mind i was only being nice. that's what happens though. nice people get stepped on. nice people get pushed aside. you gotta be an asshole...or else. it ain't fair and it don't make sense, but i've seen it time and again.
i laid there freezing my tail and feeling i was doing right. i took a snapshot of the moment. a moment of peace, harmony, buzz and brrr.
but...
i should've been an ass. nice ain't a good thing in practice. true story.
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