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it came today. i remember when i first saw it for sale. there was so much about it that just seemed fitting for us. sure it was damaged, but nothing is perfect, right? it came today...and it brought a smile to my face thinking about how i would patch it up a little and give it to you. i smiled as i looked it over and thought about how people had seen it and figured it was worthless, but for me it would be so easy and satisfying to fix.

then i remember. i will never give this to you. you will be busy that day. you will be somewhere i am not and enjoying it. you have made up your mind and this worthless piece of junk is not going to change anything.

it really saddens my day to realize i have to get you out of my head and my life.