3 a.m.

i keep hoping i can sleep some of it off. i keep falling asleep for hours at a time because...because.

3am has rolled around and i find my mind all over the place. some thoughts stupid, some thoughts smart. most of the brain, but some of the heart.

If a youtube clip plays in a different tab and no one is around to hear it, did it really play? will we meet again before the end of May or just someday?