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i didn't know what i was going to say that night. i never thought it'd be me saying what needed to be said. it wasn't me. it wasn't her. it was us. the combination...well, it just didn't feel right. it lasted way too long and it could not go on.

sometimes i am tempted to miss it. it has been 3 or 4 years now, and i still haven't found what i'm looking for. maybe i am some sort of freak for wanting something a little less physical. i bet it's this crapped out back that makes me want something else.

can't we just...

shoot. nevermind. no cheat sheets.