(dis)connected

you. damn you! i could see it wasn't real since before, but you were that first domino and now there's no setting back up. the illusion is over. how many was it? 98? 99? 199? all gone in an instant. it has been easy and nice to start from zero. i figured i could see who was who and what was what. well...that honeymoon is over and there's no point in going back.

its been more than a year now, and it's saddening that despite the number displayed, it sure feels like the actual number is 0. i know it's only a microscopic fraction of the world out there, yet it seems pretty representative to me.

sorry, just drunk on some thoughts. don't get me started on the real world. time for bed.


smile!