duh!

Alcohol, tobacco among riskiest drugs

i found this link on the bottom of some obscure page.

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el sol

Image of Fireplace sun

I love it when its storming out, but not the inbetween muggy part that follows.

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yesterday's news

what did i see yesterday?

dark clouds
tons of weather alerts in my firefox weather toolbar
fear
students in the "duck and cover" position
a flooded parking lot that hadn't flooded since they redid it a few years back
a "developed" woman in a white t-shirt running in the rain

we had a lot going on with the weather yesterday, and today the pictures came in...I didn't take these, but a parent sent them in and then a teacher forwarded along...
so maybe i should have been a little worried...
this is not far AT ALL from where I work, and our building is very flimsy.

Noone saved my life tonight

Every so often I'll wonder what became of people.

Sunday seemed like a good day. I dug up my old, old cell and poked around.

Who is lost? Who is still around?

Then I saw it, all the way at the bottom.

I vividly remember the day she saved it in there. She saved it with a small s, so my phone saved it all the way at the bottom. I saved mine in hers too, and mine is still the same.

I sent a text asking if its still her; I'm not sure why. Suddenly I consider that I probably wouldn't get notified if the phone was cut off. Just as I'm about to call it, I get a reply text.

WHO IS THIS

It's funny, cause that's the fifth or sixth time i see that exact response in a week. I wonder if its a preset, but why would they not put a question mark on the preset?

I try not to be vague when I write back. I write my name and how we know each other, and repeat my initial question to see if its still her.

There is no reply.

There are so many parallels the second time around that its not even funny.

kitty

Had (have?) a running joke about my kitty...

this fits pretty well.

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NYC

I really like my new shirt. i'm not used to posting pictures in THIS blog yet.

technorati tags:new, york, city, t-shirt, friends

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where do i start, where do i begin?

ah, blank slates. it's been some time since i've been here.

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ok.

slowly yet surely i tried to ween myself from my affliction. day in, log in, day out, sign off. at work, at home, and even at the fuckin' bar. a place for friends, or so it says...

not a place for family.

not a place for more than friends.

not a place for just aquaintances.

before i killed it, there were only a handful of strangers out of 100 "friends", but would i really call them friends? can i call them friends? friends have my number. friends have my email(s). friends know where i live (or at least some).

i have to say i made a friend or two. that's cool. it's not worth it, though. i gotta rid myself of this hope in something non-existant. i can't keep up this cycle of endless browsing hoping for something that will never be there. i must follow the fortune...

to have a friend, be a friend...

a real one.

it makes it so easy...

detach. reattach. you'll be ok.

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the ax

well, www.myspace.com/adkenc has gotten the ax.

what now?

less e-friends, or better e-friends...maybe just friends.

work on my website

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see you soon,

adken

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